single & heartless..

ermm cmne nak ckp ni...okey,lets start with "why am i still single ?"...sebenarnye aritu ade jgk boyfriend...tpi dh putus..alaa bukan salah die pun...salah aku...aku pun x tau lah nape dgn aku ni..nk boyfriend dpt boyfriend tpi x pandai nk jage or boley dikatakan x pandai nk berkapel ni...ntah r...tgk je r aku punye relationship yg sblum2 ni mane ade yg kekal lame..setahun pun aku x penah cecah...seeedddeeyyyhhh.....! mybe sbb aku dh biasa hidup dgn kwn2..bf aku nk jage aku pun pk dua kali sbb aku ni independent..aku ley jage diri sendiri..kesian sape jadi bf aku tu nnt..aku ni dh r kasar..diorang mesti mengimpikan awek2 yg lembah lembut gemah gemalai lah bagai kan..aku mcm x de je ciri2 tu..pastu aku cm lebih penting kan kwn2 lah pulak..kdg2 aku ni on off..kejap ade kejap x de utk die...mungkin aku belum bersedia kot nak kapel2 ni..bukan x nk...nak je..tpi korang sgp ke ade awek mcm aku ni..haaa pk lah balik yeh kpd mereka2 yg tau aku tulis ni utk mereka...lagipun,aku x nk lah nnt bile kapel dgn aku,aku byk sakit kat hati bf aku..x sedap r cmtu..aku lah yg risau nnt sbb byk sgt sakit kan hati korang...alaaa rilex lah yeh..ade jodoh x kemane..kite kwn je r dlu..mane tau nt dlm2 kawan2 tu kite terus kawin ke kan..bahahaha...gatal sgt tau statement aku tu...for now,i would like to make as many friends as i can...thank u cause understand my situation...im not asking u to wait me forever if u just can wait until im ready that will mean so much to me..but,in case ur heart are no longer on me i`ll understand..its my bad..i never wish to have this kind of situation...i`ll pray the best for both of us..once again,thank u...=)